Flashback = my father

Alone again, naturally

Now looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn’t understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me

Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally

HAZELNUT

I love the sound when people say Hazel.
I love when I say Hazel .... the pronunciation so cool
Hazel (heizel).
Like hazelnut that I love it so much when pouring in sweet chocolate.
Yuuup she is my other lovely princess.
She always disturbing her older sister, everytime .... in bed time ... in meal time,
even in her sleep time.
Hazel Naurah.

Fortunately her sister is very calm and patient to handle it all.
Anja Bunga.
It's mean the cool flower.
Anja (anyah = interesting and pretty), Bunga (bunga = flower)

ROXANNE

Roxanne
you don't have to put on the red light
those days are over
you don't have to sell you body to the night

Roxanne
you don't have to wear that dress tonight
walk the streets for money
you don't care if it's wrong or if it's right

Roxanne
you don't have to put on the red light

Roxanne
you don't have to put on the red light

POP UP IN MY MIND

Ja .... just pop up
Ja .... immer when feel lonely
Remember when I was far from my place
Cold .... strange ..... wild ..... freak ...... confused ...... lost ...... frozen ..... bloemen ...... frohling .... sonne ..... fussball ....... wine .... beer ..... punk.
but soooooo excited

MY FAVE THING

My fave thing:
- Airplane
- Music
- Tobacco
- Heritage building
- Farm
- Coffee
- Military
- Flower Generation
- Hitchhiking
- Backpacking

Miss some of them

psychedelic song

People say that song is one reflection of the mood,
when they are blue they listen mellow song.
when they are happy they listen cheer song.
when they are alone they listen old song.
when they are lonely they listen psychedelic song.
when they are mad they listen hard rock song.

how bout me?..........hahahaha always listen psychedelic one.
any body know what I mean about psychedelic song? .........
yeah ....... something that nice in my ears ...... but no every body can fun it.
such as: pink floyd ....... Genesis ( 70 - 80era) ....... YES ....... Rick Wakeman.
Yeah they are truly genius and still loyal to accompany me ..... never betrayed me.

till now I'm still crazy to them

In My Cold and Quiet Room

It's almost to midnite......still can closed my eyes.
Newspaper...done.....smoke....still smoke!!.....coffee....has two cups !!!..soooo......what I hv to do now.

Nothing......yeah nothing, .....my mind just flying far thinking about my little princesses....hey....I think that all of you already sleep tight......pls dream your dad.

It's hard here ......... act that I'm fun here.

But It's okay.......life keep on rolling.
And I'm still lonely, .......... but still better.

Anja (anyah) Bunga......Hazel Naurah........Dad miss u so muchhhhhhhh