he's gone

Today is 11th days of my grandfather left,
We miss him soooo much, why he left us when we are in a harmony condition after we disperate for more than 20 years like my father said.

In a little while from nowIf I?m not feeling any less sourI promise myself to treat myselfAnd visit a nearby towerAnd climbing to the top will throw myself offIn an effort to make it clear to whoEver what it?s like when you?re shattered

To think that only yesterdayI was cheerful, bright and Looking forward to well wouldn?t doThe role I was about to playBut as if to knock me downReality came aroundAnd without so much, as a mere touchCut me into little piecesLeaving me to doubtAll about god and his mercyOr if he really does existWhy did he desert me in my hour of needI truly am indeed alone again, naturally.